What Is
Meditation?
Excerpt 3. Meditation Is a Jump
You can never go beyond the
mind if you go on using it. You have to take a jump, and meditation means that
jump. That's why meditation is illogical, irrational. And it cannot be made
logical; it cannot be reduced to reason. You have to experience it. If you
experience, only then do you know.
So try this: don't think about
it, try – try to be a witness to your own thoughts. Sit down, relaxed, close
your eyes, let your thoughts run just like pictures run on a screen. See them,
look at them, make them your objects. One thought arises: look at it deeply.
don't think about it, just look at it. If you begin to think about it then you
are not a witness – you have fallen in a trap.
There is a horn outside; a
thought arises, some car is passing; or a dog barks, or something happens.
Don't think about it; just look at the thought. The thought has arisen, taken
form. Now it is before you. Soon it will pass. Another thought will replace it.
Go on looking at this thought process. Even for a single moment, if you are
capable of looking at this thought process without thinking about it, you will
have gained something in witnessing and you will have known something in
witnessing. This is a taste, a different taste than thinking – totally
different. But one has to experiment with it.
Religion and science are poles
apart, but in one thing they are similar and their emphasis is the same:
science depends on experiment, and religion also. Only philosophy depends just
on thinking. Religion and science both depend on experiment: science on
objects, religion on subjectivity. Science depends on experimenting with other
things than you, and religion depends on experimenting directly with you.
It is difficult, because in
science the experimenter is there, the experiment is there and the object to be
experimented upon is there. There are three things: the object, the subject and
the experiment. In religion you are all the three simultaneously. You are the
experiment upon yourself. You are the subject and you are the object and you
are the lab.
Don't go on thinking. Begin,
start somewhere, to experiment. Then you will have a direct feeling of what
thinking is and what witnessing is. And then you will come to know that you
cannot do both simultaneously, just as you cannot run and sit simultaneously.
If you run, then you cannot sit, then you are not sitting. And if you are
sitting, then you cannot run. But sitting is not a function of the legs.
Running is a function of legs. Rather, sitting is non-function of the legs.
When the legs are functioning, then you are not sitting. Sitting is a
non-function of the legs: running is the function.
The same is with the mind:
thinking is a function of the mind; witnessing is a non-function of the mind.
When the mind is not functioning, you have the witnessing, then you have the
awareness.
Excerpted from 'The
Ultimate Alchemy' by Osho
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