What Is
Meditation?
Excerpt 20. Meditation Is Intelligence
Have a very penetrating eye
inside your mind, see what its motivations are.
When you do something,
immediately look for the motivation, because if you miss the motivation, the
mind goes on befooling you and goes on saying that something else was the
motivation. For example: you come home angry and you beat your child. The mind
will say, "It is just for his own sake, to make him behave." This is
rationalization. Go deeper... You were angry and you wanted somebody with whom
you could be angry. You could not be angry with the boss in the office, he is
too strong for that. And it is risky and economically dangerous.
No, you needed somebody
helpless. Now this child is perfectly helpless, he depends on you; he cannot
react, he cannot do anything, he cannot pay you back in the same coin. You
cannot find a more perfect victim.
Look: are you angry? If you
are, then the mind is befooling you.
The mind goes on befooling you
twenty-four hours a day and you cooperate with it. Then in the end you are in
misery, you land in hell. Watch every moment for the right motivation. If you
can find the right motivation, the mind will become more and more incapable of
deceiving you. And the further away you are from deception, the more you will
be capable of moving beyond mind, the more you will become a master.
I have heard:
One scientist was saying to his
friend, "I don't see why you insisted that your wife wear a chastity belt
while we were away at the convention. After all, between us as old buddies,
with Emma's face and figure, who would...?"
"I know, I know,"
replied the other. "But when I get back home, I can always say I lost the
key."
Look, watch for the unconscious
motivation. The mind goes on bullying you and bossing you because you are not
capable of seeing its real motivations. Once a person becomes capable of seeing
real motivations, meditation is very close... because then the mind no longer
has a grip on you.
The mind is a mechanism, it has
no intelligence. The mind is a bio-computer. How can it have any intelligence?
It has skill, but it has no intelligence; it has a functional utility, but it
has no awareness. It is a robot; it works well but don't listen to it too much
because then you will lose your inner intelligence. Then it is as if you are
asking a machine to guide you, lead you. You are asking a machine which has
nothing original in it - cannot have. Not a single thought in the mind is ever
original, it is always a repetition. Watch: whenever mind says something, see
that it is again putting you into a routine. Try to do something new and the
mind will have less grip on you.
People who are in some ways
creative are always easily transformed into meditators, and people who are
uncreative in their life are the most difficult. If you live a repetitive life
the mind has too much control over you - you cannot move away from it, you are
afraid. Do something new every day. Don't listen to the old routine. In fact,
if the mind says something tell it, "This we have been doing always. Now
let us do something else." Even small changes: in the way you have always
been behaving with your wife, just small changes; in the way you always walk,
just small changes; the way you always talk, small changes. And you will find
that the mind is losing its grip on you, you are becoming a little freer.
Excerpted from 'Ancient
Music in the Pines' by Osho